Indianapolis Colts’ offensive tackle Braden Smith, known for his resilience and determination, has overcome a significant struggle with obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD), particularly the form known as religious scrupulosity. This battle with OCD, which at its peak caused Smith to feel a constant need to repent, pray, or declare his faith repeatedly, nearly derailed his NFL career and led him to consider retiring from football. However, through a combination of treatment, including a transformative experience in Mexico with ibogaine therapy, and a stronger, more balanced relationship with his faith, Smith has successfully reclaimed his passion for football.
Smith, who played 12 games in 2024, acknowledged the profound impact OCD had on his performance and daily life. The disorder created a cycle of compulsive behaviors that left him feeling out of control, even as he continued to play. This struggle, coupled with a knee injury he sustained in 2023 that required surgery and cost him seven games, presented a dual challenge for the offensive lineman. Despite these obstacles, Smith’s journey toward healing has led to a renewed sense of hope and purpose in his career with the Colts.
Speaking with The Indianapolis Star, Smith shared that he has learned to manage his OCD with tools and strategies that allow him to focus on his faith in love rather than guilt. He emphasized that his relationship with God is a personal journey, not a one-size-fits-all experience. This perspective, along with a strong support system, has helped him feel more in control of his life and his future in the NFL. Smith now feels that he has found the right balance to give his full attention to football and to enjoy the game he loves.
As he prepares for the upcoming season, Smith is optimistic about his ability to perform at his best. His journey highlights the importance of mental health awareness in sports, especially at the professional level. It also underscores the role that therapy, personal reflection, and a supportive environment play in overcoming mental health challenges. With a mentally and physically healthy outlook, Smith is ready to step back onto the field and contribute to the Colts’ success in the 2025 season.